back at hostel, zzz.sianz. lessons in full swing tmr, tuts are beyond me, hope-where's it?

but i come to uni to learn independence,so i shall try.. e dae i succeed will be e dae when e tone of my blog is no longer despondent..

it wld be nice to haf somebody to hug=p

gdnitez~!

think all ntu freshies have one thing in common on their minds-the printing of lecture notes.. and how to do tutorials, and hoping to make friends

psychologically drained, but will go, it's the only way.. just wanna keep my circle of friends, stay in my comfort zone, but it is nt meant to be.. so i'm left feeling alone in the throng of people flooding the bus stops, lecture theatres...

only belief holding me intact is "everything will be better", as i tell myself, as others say so..

muz be brave to face this whole new world!can do it!!!

oh ya.. quite long i din get to use com, din blog, n din check out ppl's blogs.. hope everyone doing fine.. n ya, let's jiayou though start of school term is tough..anything call me! hall 11 blk 53 can come find me too.. haha

take care n i love ya~!

yay~! back at home with a nice laptop, a nice bed, and nice family~!

next week, shell n i have to jiayou with our studies as well as laundry le.. tiring though, even without the laundry part.. but i shall try~!

oh ya, home is heaven with an air con=p

small hostel rm~!

school has started, and really, i dont think a single one of us is thrilled. actually it wasnt so bad for me, till i realised that hostel is boring, and lecture notes are a many.. then i felt kinda discouraged. but i believe things will be better, though currently, it is quite lonely..

and ya, i dont think there is anybody who i think ought to know, but whom i haven told.. sc n i not together le.. but we're still close.. ya, dun ask me explain why, cause i think at this time, we're better like that. =)

let's all give it our best shot!

my com is gone beyond any hope of repair..haiz. so i shant be blogging, if u havent noticed.. sch gonna start soon anyway, moving off to hostel this sunday~!

busy weel this one is gonna be though, thurs will be lunch with the girls,fri engineering talk and dinner at 85, sat lunch with gen and dinner with 2b.. cya'll~!

take care ya?=)

ps using bro's laptop

in the afternoon, there was a chirp from inside my room, that made me think, did i let a bird in by accident? and then there was a second chirp. oh my god. did a little bird build a nest among my dried out bouquet?

a big lizard crawled out~!and went back behind my radio..and crawled out..and back in, where it has remained till now...

the chirp was the mating call of the lizard,according to my bro.

why doesnt my ankle seem to be getting better?it's still swollen....... =(

i shall have to stay at home for two days at least, even though my ankle feels ok, but i shant risk it. staying home really got nothing much to do, except watch scv, but most of the time, the shows on air suck. haha

accepted hostel le, but it's really so far~!

got hall 11, the furthest anyone could possibly imagine. and when evan thought i said 7, she was super happy, thought we could stay same hall. alas, it is not to be.. kinda sad that it seems none of my close friends will be staying same hall =(

i still believe in you, i know you can do it =)

got things that i have to think through, i'm guessing myself what will be the outcome. the time has been great, but should it continue in this manner? will it be for the better?
hardly at peace tonight, where can i find calmness?
ya, i noe, i'm supposed to be at camp, but walking all over the place with a sprained ankle till 2am isnt really that appealing to me,so i'm back home. i'm fine, dun worry=)

i realise i am lazy to think nowadays, stuffing everything to the back of my mind, hoping one day they'll be gone and hence i dont need to sort them out. ostrich ya?

from audrey's nick, saw a website for this year's drama performance. the images, the feelings they were trying to convey reverberated inside my heart. i'm proud that both the skits got gold awards, but i am sad i wasnt there to share the joys of it. i am also sad that i only got to know through the website, like any other person who perhaps never knew ahs cds.

i admire boon and kaili for their passion and committment to cds. i often wonder how do they keep that fire alive, when barely 1 year has passed, and already we are just almost strangers. it's sad to feel like a guo ke, to be unable to share that sweet and touching joy of having staged a successful performance.

i remember our finales, they were simple, yet till this day, i have yet to feel such a simple satisfied kind of happiness again. i miss drama, but i havent been contributing to it. now those wonderful memories are just photos in an album...

can we find that gan dong elsewhere?

about to make new friends le, miss all the old friends even more.. qiuling,hong,leen,shell,yinjie,tingyan,weeinn,evan,gen,shaun.. some friendships are not as they used to be-some became better,others worse. but the presence of these friends lit up my life,even if only for a brief period. we shared precious memories, unique and irreplaceable.. =)
as we embark on a new phase of life, i wish all of u all the best, from the bottom of my heart. may all of u reach greater heights and achieve all ur dreams=)

-=disclaimer: above list not exhaustive=-

i shld try to make my days as smiley as this always...

stupid ezlink card expired~! i think smrt stupid people scared i use child fare cheat them. but where got ticketlink office open at a freaking 12noon de? idiotic card kinda spoilt my day. but nvm, met darling today =) hee, watched war of the worlds. that movie makes you think, is that end really coming? must say i quite like the show though, haha=p

next wed is the cbe camp! cant wait! but what if there are some people i dun like? wanna make new friends but at the same time wondering why cant all of us still be together?

p.s. changed tagboard, hopefully now everyone can tag.. -_-